Tuesday, June 8, 2010
It's a new day, and I finally got some sleep. I forced myself to eat something for dinner, after which I felt much better. It's these basic functions that I need to make sure I'm taking care of right now. I need my strength physically to stay strong mentally and emotionally. I feel more connected to my body than I have in a long time. It's interesting.
Something so beautiful stretched out before me yesterday. I felt an outpouring of love like I had never experience in my life before. Now THAT is some healing power. I can't even start to tell you what it has meant to me. It's meant everything.
The first decision that I was able to make was that I had to leave town. This isn't about running away, this is about healing myself and that needs to be done back home. West Texas!
But how? Friends stepped in and gave me a place to live and a job for the summer. Seriously, aren't they great?
So, I'm putting in a two-week notice today. I'm picking up boxes after work. I'm going to reach out for help.
And I'm going to make it.